When two weeks turns to ten minutes
There is no chance left of winning.
Spending my money on your hiding and sinning.
All you can do is sit there grinning.
I sleep at night and dream of killing.
I wish I could keep from dwelling.
One day my ship of sanity will set off sailing.
Then whose girl will you be nailing?
In whose shadow will you be trailing?
Give me ten minutes with you.
You might live through the first two.
What the fuck else do I have to do.
Don't even pretend this isn't true.
I am not sure what I am going to do.
But if I am in the wrong mood and I see you.
Pray to God that you live through.
When the situation arises
There will be no surprises.
You will side with where ever might is.
Or you will run to where ever out of sight is.
Trust me I know who you are
You will have to run some place really far.
Don't worry fists don't leave much scar.
Just ask that guy at the bar.
Although I did dream I hit you with my car.
But cleaning the mess would suck.
Hell I wouldn't give a fuck.
Step in front of my truck and test your luck.
I dreamed of shooting you in the head.
Loud and messy but at least your dead.
Blood splattered in its glorious red.
At least now you don't look like 'right said Fred'
A hammer to the face.
Then sprayed with mace?
How did that feel ace?
All this well strung up by your shoe lace.
How does my hammer taste?
Another hundred blows, no chances go to waste.
Stabbed in the back.
Made you have a heart attack.
All this for nothing kid, cause you don't got jack.
If you were just a little bolder.
If you were just a little older.
If your cash was just a little golder.
If your car was just a little better.
If your job could have just fed her.
If I didn't want to wed her.
I would still hate you.
You can't imagine the hell you've put me through.
Every night I dream of killing you.
One day my dreams will come true.
Then what the fuck am I going to do?
Go to jail?
Fuck that I already live in a cell.
I guess I'll die too, oh fucking well.
I am sure its better then living in this hell.
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